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I've been so hurt in my life. I've been torn down a million times only to build myself up again. I've opened my heart to people who I shouldn't have. I trusted people when I shouldn't have. I've been through an immense amount of physical pain, as well as emotional, to end up where I am today. I got some life changing news as of recent and I'm scared, but I didn't come this far to give up. I've got a car to build, friends to chill with, and a whole life ahead of me. 👌
All I can say is-- I hope if I ever get into a situation where I am fighting for my life in a hospital, or if I die, I don't want you to think of my family. I want you to drive over and make them dinner. I want you to help them pay for medical bills/funeral. I want you to physically be there for my friends. Understandably, some of us can't always drop our life to help someone else. But in the moments that you can, I hope you don't just think and pray, I hope you get up and make a change. I promise you'll feel more accomplished afterwards.
After seeing g eazy perform live a few days ago I have to say it's nothing like when he performed this album live. He was so full of life and purpose and had songs I could relate to. Especially his earlier albums before this one. But now im just disappointed with the route he's gone. I'm happy he's made it! But will just revert back to his old albums because the lyrics still get me to this day. I probably sound like the typical hipster right now but if you guys have experienced the before and after like I have its kinda sad.
Really absolutely in love. This machine is quite possibly one of the greatest things to happen to the United States ! If you ask me why I love trains, it's never a simple answer. Their massive size but their ability to work efficiently. The giant hurdles they overcame to build these and get them on the track. The way that steam engines now fascinate me more than ever. Probably the happiest I've been in years. My best friend got to take me too. ❤
Behind the scenes of the poetry... when I write I am not in good place mentally. Know that every word written is out of pain or out of worry. My good days, I can't write no matter how long I stare at this book. But cheers to a new night because I made it this far and I'm not gonna stop ✌