Kezia Vida ( @Kezia Vida
) has his #Seems
Last night I watched Awake: a #dream for standing rock and then last night I dreamt of swimming in the waters, #flood waters, back and forth, to an island and then back, swimming the waters.
For some reason last week was one of the hardest I have had in a while, no #energy to do anything, no #will. Voices of defeat and shame and self loathing ringing in my #ears so loudly. The smallest task impossible, everything feeling pointless.
But for some reason in my #dream I felt so much #joy and #peace swimming in the waters, and it wasn't bc I didnt realize they were #flood waters or I didnt know they had destroyed and will continue to destroy my #home, I knew all of that, but I still felt #joy I think because I was trying, and sometimes #trying is all you got, and it is more than it #seems.